Today would have been my due date.
My loss at Christmas, which feels so long ago, is on my mind today.
My feelings are very mixed.
It was such a traumatic experience, but at the same time I'm expecting my little girl in 15 weeks.
Still, I feel like today must be honored.
It's hard though, because I truly believe this little girl worked really hard to get here. So even though I believe she should be here already, I know she still found a way. This little spirit has been en route for me for who knows how long.
So anyway.
I honor the idea of what might have been today. Knowing that her second chance is on the way.
Remember the past, live for today, hope for the future.
