Saturday, August 28, 2021

It would have been today

 Today would have been my due date.

My loss at Christmas, which feels so long ago, is on my mind today.

My feelings are very mixed.

It was such a traumatic experience, but at the same time I'm expecting my little girl in 15 weeks.

Still, I feel like today must be honored.

It's hard though, because I truly believe this little girl worked really hard to get here. So even though I believe she should be here already, I know she still found a way. This little spirit has been en route for me for who knows how long.

So anyway. 

I honor the idea of what might have been today. Knowing that her second chance is on the way.

Remember the past, live for today, hope for the future.